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| y'know that cliché "life is what happens when you make other plans?" well, i'm finding out how true it is. i'm finding out why it became a cliché in the first place.
in the span of the 10-or-so hours i spent working on an essay due tomorrow, an essay i had two months to work on but didn't start writing till 24 hours ago, i have written new lyrics i'm incredibly proud of, and began something i've stopped for a year or two - i started writing short fiction again. pretty significant stuff for me.
no, i couldn't have produced these lyrics or the short fiction any other way. i HAD to be under a self-imposed two-day deadline to start and finish an essay, in order to have written the lyrics and fiction. it's only when i'm supposed to be doing task 'B' RIGHT NOW that my creativity springs to life, and i give my full attention to piece' A'.
i could have all the time in the world and never accomplish a single thing...maybe. give me stress. give me deadlines. i hate them, but i need them to function.
in my idealistic mind, i would like to change this part of myself. but the truth is, i could think up whatever i want, dream up elaborate magnificent fantasies - i'm good at that - but most of the time, they never come true. who i think i should be is different from who i turn out to be. | comments: Leave a comment  |
| being the insane Kylie fanatic-geek that i am, i brought in a notepad and a pen to write down every Kylie track that was played last night. this was my own little way to record the night, a night i've been waiting and screaming for. can't you just see me in the club, jotting down song titles to the "are you serious??" bemusement of my friends? haha... pretty sure i've got all the tracks noted...
this is for Jay!!
It's No Secret Celebration More More More Disco Down What Do I Have to Do (remix, i believe Movers & Shakers 12") Like a Drug (yeah!) Giving You Up I Should Be So Lucky Come Into My World Speakerphone Red Blooded Woman (yeah!) Hand on Your Heart (a remix) Spinning Around Dancefloor Kids Slow (Chemical Brothers remix, mixed into another remix i think) I Believe in You (big crowd reaction) Wow (my friends and I went insane!) Love at First Sight (Ruff & Jam radio mix) Made in Heaven Butterfly In My Arms Step Back in Time drag show: Light Years intro/Can't Get Blue Monday Out of My Head 2 Hearts (Kish Mauve remix) Loco-motion (a remix) What Kind of Fool (heard all that before) Can't Get You Out of My Head On a Night like This The One Better the Devil You Know Light Years In Your Eyes (woohoo!) Secret (take you home) (triple yeah!!!) I'm So High Nu-di-ty (quadruple yeah!!!! so so happy they played it) drag show: Your Disco Needs You/YMCA/Loco-motion White Diamond Please Stay Love Affair Hand on Your Heart Your Disco Needs You King or Queen (cool) Shocked (7" mix) Speakerphone (again) Cowboy Style (the DJs very kindly played my request - it made my night!!) Confide in Me Je Ne Sais Pas Pourquoi Slow
...cannot wait for the next Kylie night!! | comments: Leave a comment  |
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